Pure. Gluttony. Perks of being a party hostess. :)) #flourgirls (Taken with Instagram)
My name is Caitlin Leigh Perry, I prefer to go by Cait. I was born on Halloween in 1993. I’m a complex person, I over analyze everything and over think the small stuff. Ive been completely head over heels in love, and I’m waiting on a special person to make me feel that way again. I’m not perfect what-so-ever, nor do I try to be. I am who I am, and I’m still trying to figure out who that is. I’m pretty easy going and easy to get along with. My goal in life is to be an Attorney, I have the will-power and the over-achieving attitude that it takes. Music is the only thing that makes any sense to me most of the time, so I drown myself in it. I love my dogs more than most people on this earth. I love to read, when I have time, a good book can really get me going.
I’m over-talkative if I’m comfortable around you, and if I’m not I’m pretty shy. Trust is one thing you have to earn back with me, I forgive but I never forget. Since I don’t forget, I seem to never feel the same way about a person when they hurt me. When I’m hurt, I withdraw, that’s just how I work. Im over obsessive about my car, it’s one of my favorite things I have. I love the smell of a new car or a new house. I like the feeling of Christmas time, and the feeling outside that comes with it. All I need is cool weather, Starbucks and a good book and I am content. It hurts my heart to see people I care about in pain, so I try to help them in any way possible. I don’t like when people hide from their true feelings. I have been used, abused and ignored. I know the feeling of hurt all too well, and I know what it feels like to have my feelings blatantly disregarded. I believe there are good people in the world, I haven’t given up on everyone. I’m very gullible, please don’t take advantage of that.
I’m extremely outspoken and heavily opinionated. I hate when people judge me before knowing me, you don’t know who I am until you have a legitimate conversation with me, because I’m rarely serious when I talk. I like to step out of my comfort zone and try new things. I want to be in two places at once with someone who really makes me laugh, and I want to dedicate one whole night to spilling my guts. I don’t always want to talk about what’s bothering me, I just want a hug … Or someone to let me cry. When I truly cry In front of you, please don’t make it a big deal, or feel sorry for me. I can control my emotions, and I cry in front of you if I know you care. Learning is my favorite thing — im not saying I make perfect grades, but if I’m interested in something I want to know all about it. I like challenging things that make me rethink what I believe in. I’m the type of girl who loves waking up and putting my makeup on, but sometimes I don’t want to wear it — when I don’t, I don’t like for it to be a big deal. I love people who text back instantly, and the littlest things make me smile. A simple, “good morning” text makes me happy.
I love guys who wear cologne, I love it even more when they don’t wear it all the time. I love the city and walking everywhere, especially in cold weather. I’m in love with the concept of falling in love. I love my best friends, they ARE the best in the world, do not argue witme about that. If I let you kiss me, it means a lot — I won’t tell you I’m interested in you, unless I know your interested in me. I like to wear sweatpants and to cuddle up and watch movies— but who else wants that, right? I just want that guy that treats me right just like every other girl, but I don’t fall for people easily. I like when people open doors for me, or pull out my chair. I don’t believe that chivalry is dead, I just believe that I’ve looked in the wrong places for it. If I like someone it’s truly special. I want a guy who tells me I’m pretty, when i look like a mess. I don’t spill out secrets easily. Im a sucker for romance, and I love guys who will suffer through a chick flick for me. I love boys who dress nice, especially when they do it for me. Holding hands makes me happy, and I love getting and giving hugs. I like guys who are genuine and who can always make me smile. I love boys who can sing, it melts my heart. I love guys who aren’t afraid to be a true man. I want a guy who is trustworthy and honest.
Honestly, I like corny jokes and situations that make me smile. I love making people laugh, especially when I don’t do it purposely. I like to get sentimental things over things that are practical. I love when the seasons change, and I love just being able to hang out. I love getting mail, even if it’s junk. I like writing letters, and getting letters back. I like working because it makes me feel productive — I don’t like laziness and not being able to support yourself. I love the relaxing feeling of laying in the tanning bed after I work out, 9 times out of 10 I will lay in the tanning bed after I get done at the gym. I love getting manicures and pedicures, I love it more when I have someone with me to talk to when I’m doing it. I love intelligent people, so don’t act stupid because you think it’s cute. I love massages and I don’t care who there from. I love decorating, especially for holidays. I adore pretty teeth and nice hair. I think everything happens for a reason, and I believe there is a little bit of good deep down in everyones heart.
I love waking up to a nice cup of coffee, but who doesn’t love cold coffee on a hot summer day!? Most iced coffees at coffee shops are full of heavy creams and sugar but I made a simple and light version! I used my Keurig but you can use whatever coffee maker! I brewed one cup of coffee,…
The reason im still waiting.
The reason I still care.
The reason I still wait for your call.
I don’t miss you, I miss the times we’ve had.
When we could just hang out and be happy.
Now we’re all tied up, business and trouble.
I changed for you, and you left.
Now I’m back where I was, and ten times worse.
I can honestly say, I’ve never been this hurt.
I pour my heart out to you, to get no reply.
You say you care, but you’ve never showed me.